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27 September, 2007

I hate essays, especially when I hate the subject too. I have no idea what I'm typing. Seriously. I just want to get past all 1500 words. Get over and done with it. Why am I even doing economics? What's worse, I'm studying some sort of historical economics. Kill me please. I knew I should have changed subjects in the start but I was afraid that they'll screw up my timetable all over again. Oh well, all I can do now is suck thumb and just make sure I don't fail.

Two more months, Dawn. Everything will be right where you want it.

As I type this entry, seconds tick away and another second less for my essay. But I am in no mood to do anything now. I can hear the pile of laundry calling out to me. Nah, I shall just sit here. A few more minutes, please. Maybe some Prozac might help.

I didn't think it would be so difficult, but it really is. Seven hours seem forever - longer than all the thirteen days.

wishing under the stars at 15:30
missing you

22 September, 2007

Chan Weiqi!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY =) Birthday no.2! Not looking forward to no.3 cos I don't want to grow old.

wishing under the stars at 13:03
missing you

07 September, 2007

Cow/ LaoDa! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Yay! (:

wishing under the stars at 14:26
missing you

02 September, 2007

Time always passes so fast when I'm together with you. A memorable many ten seconds we just had (:

[edit] Finally got some photos! Thanks Charlyn! Happy Birthday to The Dear Girls! (:

We definitely need many more ten seconds and Fridays!

wishing under the stars at 20:30
missing you

31 August, 2007

When everything is mixed up inside, sometimes tears is the only way to fool yourself.

wishing under the stars at 19:40
missing you

23 August, 2007

Sometimes I just feel so helpless, sitting here - watching Time move on, leaving me behind.

I want to be there. Now. It's more than a one-arm spacing. And I hate it.

wishing under the stars at 20:34
missing you

17 August, 2007

hey there delilah
what's it like in new york city?
i'm a thousand miles away
but girl tonight you look so pretty
yes you do
times square can't shine as bright as you
i swear it's true

hey there delilah
don't you worry about the distance
i'm right there if you get lonely
give this song another listen
close your eyes
listen to my voice it's my disguise
i'm by your side

oh it's what you do to me
what you do to me

hey there delilah
i know times are getting hard
but just believe me girl
someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
we'll have it good
we'll have the life we knew we would
my word is good

hey there delilah
i've got so much left to say
if every simple song I wrote to you
would take your breath away
i'd write it all
even more in love with me you'd fall
we'd have it all

oh it's what you do to me

a thousand miles seems pretty far
but they've got planes and trains and cars
i'd walk to you if I had no other way
our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
that none of them have felt this way
delilah I can promise you
that by the time we get through
the world will never ever be the same
and you're to blame

hey there delilah
you be good and don't you miss me
two more years and you'll be done with school
and I'll be making history like I do
you'll know it's all because of you
we can do whatever we want to
hey there delilah here's to you
this ones for you

wishing under the stars at 23:21
missing you

14 August, 2007

Joy to the world! I'm blogging again, or at least for now. Who knows when will the next time be. Haha. School has been kind of boring cos the month of September isn't here yet. Everything is due in that month. Argh. But it's a good month too cos my sweetheart is coming and I can't wait! (:

Went hardcore shopping last Friday. I think I'm spending way too much money especially after I started driving lessons. Thirty-three bucks per week is no joke. Oh well, I hope daddy gives me more money. Haha. And hopefully I won't fail my driving test if not I'll have to pay for it again. Argh. I need driving lessons soon. Sigh. El is currently on holiday and I'm taking lessons under Heinz. But I have no lessons scheduled yet and therefore, I'm so dead. Sigh.

Anyway, wanted to blog yesterday but I didn't have any internet to do so. But happy nineteen months dear! There are so many things to say which I've told you personally and thank you for always standing by me no matter how much shit I gave you (: I love you!

Okay, back to my boring world. I think MSN is one of the greatest inventions of our time.

wishing under the stars at 18:52
missing you

29 July, 2007

I'm so sick and tired of words, especially those that constitute my readings for week one and two. Tomorrow is Monday again and the whole cycle just goes round and round. Mondays are boring. Boring lectures, boring tutorials. Okay fine, I haven't been to any tutorials but I'm predicting that it'll be boring since the lecture is, anyway.

I need to do my Macro tutorial sheet but I can't bring myself to do so. What if I turn the page and I don't know how to do a single thing on it? Argh. I'd rather not start on it yet. Procrastinate, procrastinate. It's worse that I can't watch the cds that Weiqi burnt for Yun and I cos I have no Realplayer. I can't download it here either cos the download speed is ultimately slow. I terribly need my Singtel 10mps internet back!

OH, AUSTRALIAN IDOL IS STARTING TODAY. At last there's something which is interesting to look forward to. Oh yay. I'll watch any Idol even though Singapore Idol is a total waste of my time. Haha. *edit* I just realised it's starting NEXT SUNDAY. Ah, one more week. I need to be patient.

Why is it getting colder all over again? It was getting hotter and hotter and suddenly it plunges down to kill us. I can't wait for spring!

I feel myself getting fatter. Eat, sit sleep, eat, sit, sleep. Help. I don't want to have to roll down my bed and roll myself to school because I'm too fat. But I just can't stop munching... Munchmunchmunch. How I wish I was Cookie Monster. He munches and doesn't swallow cos all the cookies just falls out. So he never grows fat from all the sugar and chocolate bits. But yet again, I'm not going around dropping crumbs on the floor and later having to clean up the path I left behind. That'll be hilarious.

wishing under the stars at 14:06
missing you

24 July, 2007

Time sure flies. Especially when I'm back on that sunny, little island. And I'm back here again in cold, wintery and sian Melbourne. Haha. Today's the second day of uni and I've already attended all my lectures. Haha. I'm okay with my subjects this semester and I don't think I'll be changing it anyhow.

Pros and cons that I have 12 contact hours per week. My earliest day is 10am on Monday! And the rest of the days start after lunchtime. Haha. How slack is that. So far Marketing Communications is the best! Beat watching advertisements during class and not needing to do proper academic essays. But the best bit was that the four of us from Writing Journalism last semester is doing the exact same subject again! But Alex can't join our tutorial this semester =( So it's just the girls. But cool anyway.

Anyway, class started at 3pm for me today so I was bumming around at home till then. I was bored so I smsed daddy to come online. Haha. At least he entertained me for a while. I did my laundry and I told him and I received a hilarious response.

Me: I did laundry. Finally the pile of dirty clothes in my room is gone!
Dad: Huh? You mean someone stole your clothes?

Hahahahahaha! That made my day! Super funny can. But he's really bored at home I think. Life of a Stay Home Dad. Haha. He even asked me if he should celebrate his birthday this year when it's so far away in December! Tsktsk, he's thinking about it already!

I really really want to go home! I hated leaving on Saturday. It was incredibly terrible. I was feeling it on Friday already. I miss the mom, the dad, the sister, the brother, the boyfriend, the maid, the room, the fishes, the MRT, the buses...every single thing! Ugh. Horrible, horrible. I'm thankful for the internet though.

Okay I shall leave this post as that. Don't really have the urge to blog nowaways. Haha.

wishing under the stars at 21:46
missing you